| Life is a.m.a.z.i.n.g
i just cant explain it.. its just wonderful.
Kolsen is soooo grown up.. i hate it :( He's such a little man now.
 
anyway im still fat. duh, i just cant kick it.
i will get back into habit and be 120 asap. then 110.. then 100
gooooosh itd be great |
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| life is SO complicated.
i love my son more then life its self. I would give anything ANYTHING for him and his happiness. But i just want to be thin too. Is that really too much to ask for? I work out at least 90 min a night..every night. i just cant get rid of any of the weight..
im at the point where ill just look at him and cry. I really do love him, and i feel like a bad mother for wanting to be skinny so bad when i know i shouldn't worry about myself to that point. I'm just not pretty anymore. And that hurts worse then giving birth :(
Its sitting by the overcoat,
The second shelf, the note she wrote
That I cant bring myself to throw away
And also
Reach she said for no one else but you,
Cuz you wont turn away
When someone else is gone
Im sorry bout the attitude
I need to give when Im with you
But no one else would take this shit from me
And Im so
Terrified of no one else but me
Im here all the time
I wont go away
Its me, yeah I cant get myself to go away
Its me, and I cant get myself to go away
Oh God I shouldnt feel this way
(chorus)
Reach down your hand in your pocket
Pull out some hope for me
Its been a long day, always aint that right
And no lord your hand wont stop it
Just keep you trembling
Its been a long day, always aint that right
Well Im surprised that youd believe
In anything that comes from me
I didnt hear from you or from someone else
And your so
Set in life man, a pisser theyre waiting
Too damn bad you get so far so fast
So what, so long
(chorus)
Its me, yeah and I cant myself to go away (2x)
Oh God I shouldntfeel this way
(chorus)
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| It made me wonder how many times we
forgive just because we don't want to
lose someone, even if they don't deserve
our forgiveness.
slowly trying to find a way to love my self again |
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